My mom's friend

So early today my mom told me a friend of her's car got stolen. Her purse was stolen as well.

I didn't know what to say...but my emotions spoke loud in clear. In a lot of situations I don't have much to say.

I don't want to curse the ones who stole from her. Saying someone deserves some kind of punishment is not my style (I'm not sure if this will change when it becomes personal). But I do believe that a person reaps what they sow.

So, it's kind of like should I feel sorry for someone who may be reaping what the sew? Maybe because during my hardships I've kept them to myself for many years. I say "I'm becoming stronger because of this. I've become who I am because of this. Those things aren't bad, just very difficult!"

But I know not everyone is like me....but that feeling still stays with me.

That's not to say I don't feel for her friend. I just hope she will continue on as best as she can. I think that's all anyone could do.

In situations like this I always think the worst case scenario would be having absolutely nothing. With that in mind I say I'm glad she's still safe. But the people who did it.....I worry for them more.

People like that....I just feel for them. They are usually the ones who aren't connected to themselves. Those are the people I would like to understand. To understand why. *sighs* Even knowing some people just don't care. Or it would be naive for me to not think they are just doing this just because.

But the truth in me, the part of me that knows that it feels it can.....it's that part that is believing. That's the part I have to push back sometimes and say "You still have to be weary of the situation. Don't just jump in without knowing what's in the water first!"

It's a bit irritating sometimes. To feel one way, but knowing that I have to stay safe and not be reckless. As souls I think we are very very caring. On earth, I can understand why we need those human instincts lol

So to my mom's friend, please try your best. As for what will happen to the ones who did that to her, it's none of my business. The choice is up to the ones who will be responsible for their lives.

Well, it's time to go to bed. I'll probably have to think more on my logic tomorrow. Sometimes it's so indifferent it makes me want to eat some ice.

Mon