Sometimes...

Sometimes I wonder if the best thing to do is to wish someone the best.

It's like, "I'm almost certain they will make a mistake, but good luck anyways."

In a sense, it's kind of like placing your trust in that person. It's a way of saying "Well, it seems like a bad situation, but I trust you will do your best" kind of thing.

There is a friend of mines who often ask "do you worry about me?"

And I would have to think. It seems harsh, but I don't. Hm....I worry about people's health and well-being, but I don't worry to the point where I feel the need to call them everyday.

I've come to realize that we live our lives. That people come and go. Since we (my family and I) have always moved a lot, I've gotten use to just letting people go and not worry about it anymore.

I think this is good and not so good. Because for one it seems harsh, but at the same time it makes it easier for me to release certain things.

At the same time I look at this and wonder if it could possibly be a defense mechanism.

But I guess because it's almost normal to me, it's probably not. It's just simply something I'm use to.

Hm....the only thing I can do with people I have met, whether they be friends or just a person I run across, I can just wish them the best on their lives with trust that they will always try their best and continue on.

As long as I know a person I know will continue on, I'm happy.

It's simple, but that's what matters to me the most.

Mon