Singing to me

Singing to me is finally being about to express myself to the world.

I always look around and I hear lovely voices singing and I think to myself "where is my voice among all these people?"

Certainly I'm sure some people believe others to be more important, and others as less important.

When I sing, to me, it's like speaking.

I feel that when I can finally get that voice to come out from my heart, from my soul and out through my mouth, that will be the day I was able to finally touch my heart.

When I sing, I practice reaching that part. I can feel it well up, but I can never quite get it.

Even in speaking, it's the same thing. I always feel like the most powerful message is there, but I can't quite reach it.

When the day comes where I can speak with truth and vitality, I'm sure my singing will follow.

Hm.....I don't know if I ever plan to be a singer. But I do enjoy singing. It's more like, if I can express myself through a means, I may very well enjoy it.

It's not like I feel "This job is definitely the one!" It's more diverse than that.

But when that day comes, I'm sure I will be happy. So happy I may cry. That spot I'm reaching for is all on my feelings from the past.

Mon