Hiiiiii~~~
I'll be going to be soon.
Since I'm not taking classes, it's like extra days and weeks added to Summer Break.
I'm not necessarily bored because there are things to do, however, I feel like I haven't experienced very much from the outside world.
Which is strange because I like taking breaks. I always say "I wish Summer break was longer." And now I got my wish. :P
I take this time to try to clear my mind of things I would like to do. But it seems to add on more and more. So I have to do what I previously started, finish those, and move forward.
Hm...maybe if I make a list of all my previous goals and list them as long term or short term because I really don't know lol
That sounds like a good idea. It will help me organize what I can get done within a few weeks. I create a few miniature goals each days. Such as cleaning something, or walking somewhere etc. That's why I say they add on.
Y'know, actually maybe that's what makes me stressed out the most hahaha I create so many to the point that I can't complete present goals.
Hm....so let's see. What are some of my simple goals. Well, I am learning Japanese. I would like to visit Japan someday. I would like to visit Korea and China (I know some people in those places who I would like to meet in person). I would like to visit France and Italy (just because).
I have a dream of creating clothes. I haven't drawn anything lately and I'm not sure what kind of clothes. But just the thought of putting cloth together to create something makes me excited!
I have a sewing machine >__> But it's a little tattered. My mom burnt a piece of it lol I'll hold off on making clothes until once I move out.
As for me moving out, I think a simple place is fine. I can see myself living in a simple apartment. I would like to decorate my own place! I like themes for rooms. My room doesn't have a theme. I don't have the money for that now. However, I love browsing and looking at decor items in store (* u *) They excite me to the core!!
I would like to decorate my own place with things I make. This is why I'm practicing knitting and crocheting. Making my own pillows, or rugs.
I know it would take time.
Actually my birth-chart states that I live for home life. A secure home life. But I have so many interest it's tough to choose a steady job.I enjoy having may interest because I won't get bored. However, it's difficult to talk about because I skip from topic to topic lol my younger sister actually realized this for the first time.
Recently I started cooking meals from a cook book. O__O It is sooooo much fun!! I like making food for people. Once I was so determined to make these ravioli's without a dough presser and it ended up taking me about 5 hours to complete it hahaha it was horrible because I had to press the dough over and over into thin sheets and cut out the squares and fill the dough with filling. But it was fun afterwards (even though my ends were aching)
I think living alone I would feel I can do so much.Maybe I shouldn't rush it and enjoy my time with my family.
Hm...my short term goals....let's see. Such as saving up money for a car. I have to get my butt in gear to find a job. I really want to work at Pier 1 imports. But upon waking up I thought about Game Stop O__o maybe I should check there.....hm....actually I realized it's no so much the pay that I'm worrying about, it's the place I'm planning to work. The environment has to be nice.
But that's not to say I will just expect $3 an hour lol no way. Since I'm a part-time worker, I will go for not so much, but not so little as well.
As a career, the lady I spoke to at the new college that opened near my home was really soaked to see my artwork O__o it made me a little shy hahaha but I was happy!
I'm gonna start on that list tomorrow to put into perspective the things I can do now. That way I won't worry about the future so much. I'll focus on what I can do now and be patient with the long-term goals because, as expected, they will take time.
And y'know, this exactly why I'm not worried about boys hahahaha It's not on the top of my priority list. And this is why.
Sorry, this post is mainly about me. But it's for me :3 to help me gain a better outlook on my situation at the moment.
Mon
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