New Years~

Hi!

In 3 hours it will officially be the New year. Yay~

I've already planned what my main goal will be this year. Last year was about accepting my thoughts and being who I am. Learning to speak as myself and not speaking the way people want me to. Also to not talk so much but to listen. Honestly, I still need to work on this. But I think that I've gotten a bit better at it.

This year I will continue with this. I definitely don't want to be a person who can't go forward unless someone tells me where to go. Learning to use my inner resources to live. I mean, that's what it there for right? Of course it's easy to ask someone what we should do in life. However if we make a mistake based on what we feel we should do in life, then we can only blame ourselves and not someone else.

Well, this year I would really like to meet some new people and hang out. I feel like I don't hang out with anyone but my family. I would like to hang out with people and be who I am. Where I can behave as myself, take photos and laugh. This is what I'm looking forward to this year. Last year it was always work and stress, study and work.

I do intend to work, but I would also like to hang out and have some fun. I thought about my high school years and I didn't hang out with people outside of school. When I think about it, I realize that my life up until now is a bit boring.

Well, I will also work to pass all my classes no matter what. I am a bit worried, however, because I still don't have a means of transportation to get to and from school. In the end it still turned out this way when I decided to attend my original college. But I will keep trying.


Anyways, I can't really focus in the room where I am.

I look forward to this year. To be honest, I'm actually a bit optimistic right now!

Mon