I feel empty!

Okay, so besides being hungry right now, I feel nothing! D:

Okay, not "nothing" as in I don't have feelings. But if I read something I just shrug and go on. Could it be I'm tried or something? I don't even feel guilty for feeling this way lol does this mean I'll just randomly go through life accepting anything?

Okay, no, I mean, I don't let people treat me like crap, but with other people's issues, if they aren't opened to at least considering what I'm saying I'll just shrug and if they cry I'll just think "they're bring this on themselves."

Maybe I'm feeling empty about somethings because some people are bringing that  pain on themselves and it's like they want to be stuck there. So why should I be kissing their pain and saying "awww, everything will be okay."

Recently I just don't have much to say. I don't feel arguing is necessary. Negative thinking hasn't crept up on me, besides me saying "I have a lot of class assignments, I don't know if I'll be able to finish this."

But I feel okay. I feel like things will continue to move on, and that people and time and the world will continue to move on. As harsh as it sounds, why waste time standing behind with a bad situation when there's a whole life of possibilities.

I can't say I'll feel this way for the rest of my life, but I do feel this way now. I would stop and say "okay, I don't know what's going on, but I think I should be feeling something right now" lol

It makes me think I'm uncaring or insensitive towards other people. But I guess if I'm going to be caring of sensitive towards people I would rather do it sincerely rather than doing it because I think I should.

That's the way growing should be. We grow, but we don't think about growing . If we do, we'll think we're growing more than we actually are.

I guess the feeling is feeling contentment. After going through roller-coaster emotions, this is a bit foreign to me lol