Recent plane crashes + Teacher

Hi

Today I'm a bit blue. Well, I was happy a minute ago but I ended up stumbling across a news article about a shooting in France and then I stumbled across a video that someone posted on fb about a plane crash. There's been so many of those recently :/

Before all of this happened I wrote about having a dream that I was involved in a plane crash. This was many months back. Yet, in the dream it happened very quickly. Anyway, I remember lots of people patiently waiting and getting help with getting through like a gate or something. I don't recall it has vividly as I wrote before, but I clearly remember the dream.

I don't claim to have premonitions, but I will say that it does bother me to have dreams about something and to suddenly see it surface in my sight. I don't need to see it up close or anything. If I do have premonitions, and I do believe people can have this, I wouldn't like it. I was thinking over this a few days ago and I thought that I wouldn't like the one's that would be considered "bad".

Of course I often feel that with anything there is some good in it. Nothing is ever %100 evil and something good can always come out of something we perceive as negative. Which is what I felt that dream was all about. It's kind of like a message that those souls/people will be helped, because there was less attention on the actual crash than it was on the point of healing and helping.

On a happier note I did have an interesting dream before waking up this morning. I was a man (or rather my dream followed the man in a third person kind of way, so I'll just say I was a man lol) and I was starting to work with young children in this classroom. We sat at this tiny table. Well, it was a nice size for them but small for me. Anyway, I was trying to recall how many students I had. I remember there was three on one side of the rectangle table and three on the other. I believe there was one other at one end of the table and I sat at the other end...or in between two of the three sitting on the sides.

Anyway, I felt very friendly and I was quite happy being with the kids. They didn't seem to want to have to do homework or feel as if they had work to be done. So I told them that ever so often, we can have snacks and watch a movie. I remember me consciously thinking that I understand the struggles lol

Well, they had to learn math. Multiplication. All the other students understood math decently enough but the boy at the end of the table. Yet rather than telling me, we sat in silence not writing anything and holding his pencil to the paper.

Oh! Another thing, I've had a few dreams in which I went to a casino lol I never actually gamble, I just go in and come right back out. The dream I had before being a teacher was one in which I was with an Asian friend of mines. I think she had something she had to do at this place, which is why I didn't have anything to do.

I've also had dream in which I leave the casino and get lost going home because I don't know how to drive properly. It's late at night and for some odd reason, even with a map and gps, I just can't seem to get home. Honestly the lost kind of dream are usually the most common for me. Once I had a dream I was walking from school to home. This is common for me in life, especially growing up, and I know where to go to get from school to home. But for some odd reason and my dreams I would start walking and end up somewhere different and I would have no idea where I am, but I'll still keep trying to get home.

Dreams are strange things. I never really know what to make of them. But I don't fret unless I wake up and it leaves an impression on me. Still not knowing what to do, I just shrug them off. Well, the awesome ones I use those ideas for drawings or stories. I like making my dreams into stories! Those are the best one. :)

Mon