Subconscious + Conscious! Which one are we when we pass on?

Hi!

So before I being, I'm not here to give answers lol Of course by now you should know I don't have any of those, I simply have my views based on, oh god knows what! I just pick up whatever I can and write it.Well, on to the topic.

Today on my way home from class I thought to myself  "if we are conscious when living and our conscious mind shuts down when we are dreaming and we pull more from our subconscious at that time, then which are we when we pass on?" O__o Doesn't sound very complicated, but I'd like to take a look at this!

The only things I have (that I can remember) to compare to this are 1. me  when I dream 2. me when I'm awake and 3. the incident that happened to me in middle school.

So let's start with number 1!

Me when I'm dreaming!

I've read quite a bit about dreams when I was in high school (not so much now), but I've come to understand that there is a kind of cycle (and interesting enough I've read that there is a part of sleep in which spirits can interact with our dreams in a way where it will still make sense to us in dream-state so we won't question it), levels, in which we go through when we are start to fall asleep, the phase before dreaming, and the actual dreaming phase. And this often repeats itself. Now, the interesting thing to note are the other types of dreams that exist, two that I can honestly remember (not for myself, but can understand that may exist) are past life dreams, and premonitions.

These all have a lot to do with brain waves, right? So going back to the fact that our conscious mind makes way for our subconscious mind to sputter our what it needs, there are times when we'll get a leak of info. There's also another part that exist, and that's the (what I like to call it) mega computer! Which is bigger higher than our conscious and our subconscious.But I've yet to answer my question, so let's go back lol

So since the conscious mind takes a back seat ride and let the subconscious do it's job (just to let you know, the conscious mind is always active is I'm not mistaken), which I should read on a bit more because I forgot what I learned about the subconscious mind during sleep.

Well, here's what I do remember, when we experience something it's stored in our subconscious mind. I like to think of the subconscious mind as a file cabinet, or rather, an assistant who places files in a file cabinet. But it's not the only function. You see, we often have triggers, in other words, we may encounter a certain experience in which something seems familiar deep down, and yet we can't quite recall why. Or we may behave a certain way to a certain event without knowing why, such as getting angry when a certain action, or word is said because there is something in it that bothers us. It's possible that such information is stored in our subconscious memory.

Now, here's something interesting, the subconscious memory seems to be capable of holding a lot of information, and for certain life purposes, I've read that it's common that it will sometimes hold information from us. Such as traumatic situations as a way to protect us. So I think of the subconscious mind as being very helpful.

Hm...I don't feel like going over the other 2 numbers lol So I'll just keep typing what I think.

Mainly I think my concept of the "conscious" mind is not accurate at all. In number 3, I was in an incident (I don't think it was an accident) in which I experienced and OBE of my own. To be honest, I use to be embarrassed to admit this aloud, but I know for certain I wasn't dreaming. Because it was very quick I can't say I had any conscious thoughts, I didn't think anything, I didn't have time to lol but I do remember still being able to see just as clearly....actually to be honest, I could see quite clear now that I think about it. I wear glasses in real life, so I never paid attention to the fact that I could see and nothing was blurry as it is in real time. Okay, I'm getting off point.

Now I can't note that I seen any kind of light, or pulling effect because everything happened very quickly. I do remember just being in my body again. I didn't question the experience until like months later when I started to have a lot of sleep paralysis and just the constant feeling of being watched in school (my grades even dropped so horribly and I started ditching class because I couldn't focus). Anyways, I saw as I would now. Everything still looked quite solid to me.

Oh! I do remember the feeling of my body coming back. It was quite heavy and I fell over and almost hit my head on a tree lol lucky me that didn't happen. But I will say that it is not scary! The initial car collision wasn't scary either (me getting hit with it), it was shocking afterwards once I figured out what happened, but not scary because I was caught off guard. Anyways, the leaving of the body is swift, and for some reason I left out once I stood up O__o which is very weird. Or was it after I fell to the ground. Anyways, I've watched a lot of shows where people had OBE experiences, and for the most part they mentioned how there's probably a bit of pain, but it subsides, and they ease out of the body.

Anyways, so I consider that we do have our conscious mind because it still felt like being in a body. Of course I wish I would've had more time to examine it as I felt it was a quick and easy way for me to plop out of my body, but I also know that there's a way to do it by astral projecting. However, I felt more certain in that moment than I do when I dream (or astral project).

I won't lie, I'm a bit lazy in aspect of inducing it myself without a reason lol But I'd do it in order to type out my accounts. I also believe it could definitely be beneficial to people who may be afraid of passing on, as it helps one to get use to being just a spiritual being, rather than a spiritual being in a body.

Sooooo, still haven't answered my own question. Well, did I seriously come here for answers or what?

Well, I think we may be all of them, but I must have a misconception of the conscious mind. I believe that I'm mixing up the ego and conscious mind and making them one. Which I think would be a no-no. Mainly because the ego is personality based I believe. Well, I don't remember.

Well, if I got anything out of this, it's that I wasted some time lol that's for true <---love that line lol

That's all for tonight. :)

Mon