Anyways, I guess I often contemplate on a lot of things. It helps me to build up what I would do in a lot of situations.
Sometimes I'd just focus on a situation for a while, going over the possibilities. Sometimes I'm not even searching for an answer. I'd just sit and wonder if it's possible to come to an end. Most situations are endless right. I mean, out of the billions of opinions out there, they may be billions and billions of answers. And billions and billions of thoughts. And dozens of actions and intentions. But a lot of them seem similar, but they have their unique touch of life, based on the person's personality I guess.
I often contemplate on life. Which direction I can help lead it to. I think about things getting better and how I can contribute myself to the greater whole. It's about myself as well. yes, i have to understand where I'm coming from first. I have to know what I'm good at, what I can do, what are my limits. I have to understand and know that I should do it for myself. Because it won't mean much either wise.
I can sit for hours can think "well, tomorrow I'll have a different answer" or it's because I'll read or see something that make me think "well, this is difference for what I thought of"
And it makes me think that that answer may be good for that moment, and not the next. Is it possible to over-think. I do think it's possible to stifle life with thinking. But who's to say what "living" actually is. I know for sure it's not letting my brain rot in front of a t.v.
I think a lot of our breakthroughs came from the past. I respect that. Back in the time when people went outside and just thought about everything. Before we had the Internet, before t.v.'s, people traveled, possibly by foot, to see the world and wonder. They experimented and saw the stars.
It may have been more physically demanding, but it got the gears working. Nowadays, a lot of new things are just copies of the old things in a new version. Like, I don't get the point of constantly upgrading phones.
My mom finally got my old phone from me. I was perfectly fine with my old phone. The same with my old clothes, holes and all lol
When they upgrade technology, I'm never in a rush to buy it because they'll just make something new and charge more. It's all about money. The productions aren't even unique anymore. They're starting to look like mirror images.
A lot of things are becoming so easy, isn't it? lol Of course it'd be a lie to say I don't take advantage of this, but I also like to stick to my old roots.
I'm not gonna doubt that it wasn't possible I lived a life where doing things this way wasn't the norm. I like to be able to discover. Although I'm not quite to the point of saying "well, that is this" and have it be said that it's something new. To me, what is IS, and that's it. There is no "what is IS, and what isn't ISN'T" because I can't see the ISN'T so how would I know it's ISN'T if this ISN'T actually is indeed IS, or rather, that it exist.
I mean, it has to exist in some form for me to say "well, that doesn't exist" because something that doesn't exist in some form, wouldn't be.
Urgh, it takes time to explain these things. And regardless, I wonder if people think I talk like I'm right. I'm not right! I'm just simply asking questions. I'm always happy for people who answer the question. Sometimes I"m asking a question, for an answer from someone to see their answers, to wonder upon that answer with my question, to gain a new answer, that may possibly become a new question.
So don't expect to much from me in those situations lol An answer is no less of an answer than it was when I was given it. But now, it's in my hands, and I'm just going to play around with it a little. Those people are not less helpful. They are very helpful. And to be truthfully honest, I would feel a bit guilty about doing that to them.
I'd just ask them question over question. This one guy said I was interrogating him lol I told him I wasn't, and that I simply wanted to get to the bottom of his thoughts. And it's quite possible that there isn't much of a bottom simply because it's endless. The possibles are always endless. It's just as vast as the universe.
And goodness, I don't want to think about the universe. I haven't even came up with a solid answer for earth things, let alone thinking of the universe. I mean, it's possible that what's out there is more real than what's here. And then we'd have to become accustom to that lol And everything we thought that WAS, actually turned out out to be well....not much at all. Like scraping the surface.
It's possible we're like little fish in a tank. Sure it seem that that fishtank is all there is and all that ever will be. It reminds me of this time when I was younger. One of the fishes in my mom's fishtank was all the way across the floor from the fishtank. She thought I took the fish out. No, I didn't. Anyways, this fish was halfway across the room (I'm not lying) and I couldn't figure out how that was possible. For one the fishtank wasn't on the floor, it was on a stand.
And now I have a decent answer, it was thinking outside of the tank. Literally! It may have stopped and looked at the surface and said "y'know what I'm gonna do something none of these other fish have ever done"
He may have tried heading for the window though lol It was dreaming big but just couldn't quite make it. Maybe it incarnated into a human now!
Anyways, I think we're like this. I mean the universe is so vast, and we're living on this one planet in the middle of it all. I mean, seriously, think of an endless void. Our knowledge here is possibly just the surface. And some of us think ourselves to be so smart. Maybe by earth's standard.
Well, I'm not mad at them. I actually think those kinds of people are funny. So funny in fact, I created a character like this for my webcomic.
He's considered a smart aleck at school. He ends up befriending this girl who considered herself to be invisible. Anyways, he spends a lot of the time correcting people, and he knows (or so he thinks) he's smart and is always ready to prove he's right.
I love his character!
I think the people who choose the character of "smart" are pretty funny. They're like *adjust glasses* "In quantum physics, blah blaah blah" whatever it is they say hahahaha see obviously I'm not one of them.
Okay, I steered off topic again.
Well, I'm gonna take a nap. I feel better.
I think next time I'll talk about my webcomic, and my creation process. I wonder if process is the best term here.
Well, until next time!
Mon
I can sit for hours can think "well, tomorrow I'll have a different answer" or it's because I'll read or see something that make me think "well, this is difference for what I thought of"
And it makes me think that that answer may be good for that moment, and not the next. Is it possible to over-think. I do think it's possible to stifle life with thinking. But who's to say what "living" actually is. I know for sure it's not letting my brain rot in front of a t.v.
I think a lot of our breakthroughs came from the past. I respect that. Back in the time when people went outside and just thought about everything. Before we had the Internet, before t.v.'s, people traveled, possibly by foot, to see the world and wonder. They experimented and saw the stars.
It may have been more physically demanding, but it got the gears working. Nowadays, a lot of new things are just copies of the old things in a new version. Like, I don't get the point of constantly upgrading phones.
My mom finally got my old phone from me. I was perfectly fine with my old phone. The same with my old clothes, holes and all lol
When they upgrade technology, I'm never in a rush to buy it because they'll just make something new and charge more. It's all about money. The productions aren't even unique anymore. They're starting to look like mirror images.
A lot of things are becoming so easy, isn't it? lol Of course it'd be a lie to say I don't take advantage of this, but I also like to stick to my old roots.
I'm not gonna doubt that it wasn't possible I lived a life where doing things this way wasn't the norm. I like to be able to discover. Although I'm not quite to the point of saying "well, that is this" and have it be said that it's something new. To me, what is IS, and that's it. There is no "what is IS, and what isn't ISN'T" because I can't see the ISN'T so how would I know it's ISN'T if this ISN'T actually is indeed IS, or rather, that it exist.
I mean, it has to exist in some form for me to say "well, that doesn't exist" because something that doesn't exist in some form, wouldn't be.
Urgh, it takes time to explain these things. And regardless, I wonder if people think I talk like I'm right. I'm not right! I'm just simply asking questions. I'm always happy for people who answer the question. Sometimes I"m asking a question, for an answer from someone to see their answers, to wonder upon that answer with my question, to gain a new answer, that may possibly become a new question.
So don't expect to much from me in those situations lol An answer is no less of an answer than it was when I was given it. But now, it's in my hands, and I'm just going to play around with it a little. Those people are not less helpful. They are very helpful. And to be truthfully honest, I would feel a bit guilty about doing that to them.
I'd just ask them question over question. This one guy said I was interrogating him lol I told him I wasn't, and that I simply wanted to get to the bottom of his thoughts. And it's quite possible that there isn't much of a bottom simply because it's endless. The possibles are always endless. It's just as vast as the universe.
And goodness, I don't want to think about the universe. I haven't even came up with a solid answer for earth things, let alone thinking of the universe. I mean, it's possible that what's out there is more real than what's here. And then we'd have to become accustom to that lol And everything we thought that WAS, actually turned out out to be well....not much at all. Like scraping the surface.
It's possible we're like little fish in a tank. Sure it seem that that fishtank is all there is and all that ever will be. It reminds me of this time when I was younger. One of the fishes in my mom's fishtank was all the way across the floor from the fishtank. She thought I took the fish out. No, I didn't. Anyways, this fish was halfway across the room (I'm not lying) and I couldn't figure out how that was possible. For one the fishtank wasn't on the floor, it was on a stand.
And now I have a decent answer, it was thinking outside of the tank. Literally! It may have stopped and looked at the surface and said "y'know what I'm gonna do something none of these other fish have ever done"
He may have tried heading for the window though lol It was dreaming big but just couldn't quite make it. Maybe it incarnated into a human now!
Anyways, I think we're like this. I mean the universe is so vast, and we're living on this one planet in the middle of it all. I mean, seriously, think of an endless void. Our knowledge here is possibly just the surface. And some of us think ourselves to be so smart. Maybe by earth's standard.
Well, I'm not mad at them. I actually think those kinds of people are funny. So funny in fact, I created a character like this for my webcomic.
He's considered a smart aleck at school. He ends up befriending this girl who considered herself to be invisible. Anyways, he spends a lot of the time correcting people, and he knows (or so he thinks) he's smart and is always ready to prove he's right.
I love his character!
I think the people who choose the character of "smart" are pretty funny. They're like *adjust glasses* "In quantum physics, blah blaah blah" whatever it is they say hahahaha see obviously I'm not one of them.
Okay, I steered off topic again.
Well, I'm gonna take a nap. I feel better.
I think next time I'll talk about my webcomic, and my creation process. I wonder if process is the best term here.
Well, until next time!
Mon
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