Some dreams

So I'm gonna talk about a dream I had last night.

Now I understand that the people in our dreams are just reflections of us and most often not the person we are dreaming that they are.

I haven't actually written down my dreams, but I'm kind of starting to see a pattern.

One dream I remember a bit better is the one from last night and the one I had a few days ago. In the one from a few days ago I was running away with this guy (I won't say who lol) and we were trying to get away from these people who were trying to hunt us. I remember feeling completely determined and I didn't want to give up. The rooms were very strange. It's like I would climb through a wall which leads to a room with more holes, and even if it's a hole in the ceiling, it could lead to a ledge in the next, then I would probably climb down some stairs. It kind of reminds me of like a playzone kind of thing.

The one from last night really got me lol as I thought I had let this person go. And definitely dreaming about them made me question myself lol  Maybe I am over it and my mind just dreamt. But I remember upon waking up thinking "did I just share a dream with this person?"

In the dream I'm not completely sure where I was, but it was snowing I believe. And I remember when I saw this person I was surprised, and they were too. I believe this person asked to speak with me and not the other way around. I remember nodding off this person and saying "I'm over that"

But we did end up talking and I felt that maybe I should just explain to this person why I behaved the way I did. Even though I've tried many other means in the past, I felt the face to face approach would probably contribute to a definite closure. But I couldn't finish my sentence because when I looked at this person I just felt kind of...not love but a kind of sadness maybe. More like answer seeking etc.

It's the same thing I felt in my waking life in the past. I was never able to actually understand it, even now. But I've told myself that some things don't need to be understood. They just are, and let them be.

After that part I believe something more happened, but I guess that part is the most significant. I'm not sure why I thought that we may have shared the same dream. But it's the first thing I thought.

Well, I just remembered this now.

Speaking of dreams, I remember I told my teacher about a dream journal I found recently. The very first dream I wrote in the journal I looked at it confused because it really didn't ring a bell but I remembered the other one's when I read it.

In that dream I wrote that we and this other person were traveling through this pictures. I questioned if I wrote that lol but it was my handwriting.

Anyways, I'm gonna take a nap now. It's kind of cold today. Not so cold. But it was also raining, and I often get sleepy when it rains. Especially if it's light rain.

Mon