My image

Not MY image, but the image I have in my mind.
A kind of system that's not quite a system, but not really NOT a system.
It's a place where people flourish and find their place among the whole, while at the same time not placing themselves above someone else.

Yeah, I believe it's perfectly fine to see yourself as an individual. I even love that. But in the end we are all living on the same planet, so we have to consider everyone else. It's about you, but it's also about them.

I think we have to learn to understand that eventually. That US and THEM all coincide on a planet. I think what we see on the outside, reflect what we are giving out to the earth. What happens on the outside shows to us what we are allow to be.

For example, here where I am, everything is fine. I see everything is okay. But looking somewhere else, such as at a documentary, it's not for others.

I feel some people are being repressed and I would think that it's because they have to learn from that, not me. But it can't be easy for them. Some people feel alone. But I know they aren't truly alone. But they may want someone who they can physically sit next to and talk to, as there seems to be some kind of comfort that comes from that. How can they guarantee that person will understand?

Why am I asking questions that don't pertain to me? lol Why am I considering all of this?

I feel that it helps me to understand more maybe. Thinking of all scenarios, all possible thoughts etc.

Maybe it helps me to understand what someone is saying sometimes. I could bring up all possibilities. Things that could occur. Does this help me in life? I don't know. Is it normal? I'm not sure.

Back to the image. In this place there is a place for everyone. And there are people who understand one person more than another. Taking into account that grouping based on race does not help to see the greater whole would probably be stressed but not enforced.

If there is a problem between two people, they are encouraged to speak about their side of the issue together to gain an understanding of where they have had a misunderstanding.

I think with people, it's the same as taking care of children! I really do. And maybe that's why I'm stressed a bit.

I like to create a warming atmosphere. I believe things such as the soft glowing light of a candle or outside light creates a calming effect. At the moment my room is dark. But in the house we stayed at before my room was the one where people gathered lol I remember thinking "Why are there so many people in here?"

But, the reason this place is important because I would like people to see that they are important and there is so need to feel above someone else, there's no need to feel that you have to do more or less. You don't have to feel guilty about what you feel because you are normal! Just feel, talk about it, express it and we can, together, find a way to channel that into something that could help.

Sidetracking, this is why I liked the show Lilo and Stitch. The show went like this, Lilo and Stitch would find an experiment, the experiment would cause chaos on their island, but in the end Lilo and Stitch would help the experiment find a place where it could use what it was doing to cause chaos, in an harmless, yet helpful, way.

It's a really good message! And I didn't get that until now. But I believe that this is very possible. And if there isn't a place, we can create that! Who says we can't. Such as people who enjoy sex. Why is that a crime? Why is it looked down upon? I can see the answers, but look deeper.

There's nothing wrong with sex, but too much and people would start looking a bit confused. Especially if it's with multiple people. But seriously, I see nothing wrong with this. I would try to stress moderation, and I would try to see if there is a possible reason beyond their surface that could contribute to this constant behavior, but overall I would shrug and say "don't feel bad." Maybe some souls enjoy the physical sensation.

Maybe a way past this behavior would be to show them that there are other way to express physical emotions. And sex doesn't have to be the answer for everything. Counter that obsession with an alternative and if one doesn't exist, create one! It's not impossible!

I once read a long time ago that things don't actually disappear. So I'm guessing it's like energy. It just takes on another form. So once someone gains a new skill, it will always be there. It won't disappear. So if someone gain an addiction, it will always be there. It won't disappear, but it certain can be changed into something else. Morphing it into a healthier choice.

Such as eating junk food. I don't think junk food has to be ruled out. But replaced by a healthier alternative. That's why people created healthier foods! I don't think a person has to eat a salad everyday or just eat carrots or deprive themselves. But instead of regular potato chips, eat some whole grain chips. They are delicious!

You would reap the benefits and soon the mind would make the switch. I speak from personal experience. At first it's tough. But I seriously have no craving for a lot of junk. I started small. I feel that this doesn't just apply to small things like changing the diet etc.

Anger, stress depression. These things can be channeled. If someone is angry, get them a squeeze-ball thingy. Or a punching bag and let them go to work! Then sit down and talk with them. Or have them write it down and give it to you. But don't judge them! They've been through things. And although it may seem stupid to some of us, it really means something to them. And that's important. You don't want them to feel small or insignificant.

Stress! Channel that! Do something you enjoy. Like video games? Play one. Like cooking? Do that? That's what this place would be for. Those things would be there. Don't feel guilty if you like taking a nap. Do it. When you are ready to get up and move, do it!

Depression! Feeling like a giant cloud is hover overhead. That's fine. There's something deep inside which is causing this. We all get depressed, even if it's some small form. But you're not weird. What is the problem? What's on your mind? Speak about it.

With depression I feel like it's mainly an inner struggle. When people are depressed, to me it seems like nothing can get through. They are stuck. Nothing matters but that feeling. So how to counter this feeling?

I say, time. Time and space, but not distance. There's a difference between the two.

Think of a relationship. Space is needed to allow a person time to enjoy what they enjoy. But distance is like isolation. Not allowing them to feel that you are present. Think of being in different states, but living in the same home.

Depressed people, I definitely don't think they need someone saying to them "Wow, that sucks!" because I'm sure they realize the situation sucks or they wouldn't be feeling the way they do!

Sit with them. Don't say anything. pat their shoulder and say "I'm here okay."

Now, there seems to be two things that could happen. The depressed person could become a leech. They become dependent on that person's energy, or help etc. Or, they become better and thank you.

I understand the dependent thing. It's like the person makes you feel better so you want to be around them. I know this feeling! lol So don't feel bad! But do understand that that person is a human being, and just like things in life come and go, so will they. So once you start to feel a bit better, try new things. If you start to think "I would like to paint" take a class or just do it in your free time.

At this point I feel it's time to start small and begin to pick up the pieces. Breath, say thank you to the person who helped you, and see this has a new beginning! Because it is. Think of it like this, you are in a cave, then you finally see the light, you come out on the other side and there is new land.

You are better! And you should live happy! You do deserve it.

I've seriously met people who have told me I shouldn't be their friend because they aren't nice. It's my choice, and if you are speaking so honestly to me about yourself, you're not all that bad lol Yeah, you may have done bad things, but that was in the past. Do you want to keep living there? I'm not from your past. So that doesn't concern me. If you want help, just let me know. We'll find it together.

This is the image. This is the place. If a person if into medicine, there are groups of people who are into medicine. Art people. There are groups of art people.

"But this is just a dream~" you may whine. But hey, look at Stephanie Myer, was her story that is now Twilight, just a dream? Yes it was. And now it's a best seller. Was Martin Luther Kings speech just a dream? Yes it was, and it became a reality and touched some people's hearts.

The point if this, a lot of things start off as dreams. But they will only continue as dreams if you allow them to stay there. It's tough to bring them out, that's understandable, but it's not impossible. Don't know where to start? Talk about it. You won't believe the people our guides will bring into our lives to help us.

Especially if they feel they you truly mean it. As they won't really do much (or so  read) until you are ready. They won't pressure you to do something. But nudge you softly.

Anyways, I wanted to share this vision with anyone who reads this. I definitely think this is possible. I know i can't control anyone. I can't make them think a certain way. So I live this way. It's who I am on the inside. It's how I deal with my problems and my inner struggles.

It take strength to stand up after falling, but it takes determination and willpower to persevere.


Hang in there! You can do it!

Mon