Odd dream

Hi!

My classes have officially began! Although it's only the second week I've been busy with brainstorming and homework...and trying to get in as many hours of sleep as I can!

So, for that very purpose, I'll get to the point.

Yesterday I had an odd dream. Recently I'll have odd dreams. It's the kind of dreams where I could feel what's happening in it. For example, let's say I get hit in the arm by a hammer, or splashed with cold water, I'd awaken suddenly feeling as if it really happened. I once had a dream where I was electrocuted and I woke up shaking like crazy.

Last night...or rather yesterday night I was sleeping (in quite a deep sleep may I add) when suddenly it I saw this giant spider. I remember the name I heard/saw a "wolf spider"! It took me by surprise!! I instantly thought "quit playing around" and I wasn't very amused.

Well, later (I can't recall if it was before or after I woke up)I wondered if there was a such thing as a wolf spider. I thought I just made it up. So I just looked it up now and it sent chills through my body.It exist! Most disgusting looking spider I've ever seen. *shivers*

When I immediately woke up from the dream I realized I was sleeping on my back. I don't often sleep on my back for this very reason, that strange things will happen. I will often, without doing so intention, flip over on my back while sleeping although I find that position of sleeping very uncomfortable. Also, sleeping on my back would often cause sleep paralysis or the feeling of falling. Since both of those sensations feel uncomfortable for me, I avoid sleeping that way.

I'll also have dreams where I'm certain I did something. I do think we dream, but I also think (and I can speak for myself mostly when I say this) that we do other things when we sleep. I've been able to differentiate this a bit for myself. Though I don't think I've had any past life dreams. Although I don't know if I'm psychic or have an enhances ability to tap into this (if I do, then it's probably so natural to me I can't even tell) I do believe in past lives. I don't need someone to tell me that it's wrong or right.

Most people would say that it's all in my head. Well, I won't argue, because it is. Every little thing I experience is all in my head. The reality I see is in my head. I could say my sense are my sense, but those sense are all connected to the mind. Everything is. That person is that person, and I'm me. I could try to argue what I see to someone, but it won't make a difference if they've never experienced something similar.

On another note, this makes me think. I haven't actually experienced this lately, but the topic of acceptance. I'll get to that some other time. For now I gotta get to bed.

Night

Mon