Friday, June 27, 2014

No one knows what you're thinking until...

HI!

These past two weeks have been lovely! Sometimes I wonder "am I'm doing much with my time?" and my answer has come to something like this "why yes...why yes I am!" lol I'm relaxing and I'm pulling myself together again and I feel great. Of course there are some morning when I'd flip over from my sleep and wonder what to do, but then I just take the ball and roll with it. So far I've continued working on the script for my webcomic, I've started weaving a blanket for my sister's baby, I've started crocheting a vest (it a floral Cami http://www.allfreecrochet.com/Tops/Floral-Cami/ml/1/?utm_source=ppl-newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=hookedoncrochet20140626 and I'm not sure if I"m doing it correctly lol), I've continued reading the books I got from the library and...well I thought there was something else lol I don't remember the last one. But overall I'm happy :) and that's what I've been doing these past two weeks. Those are new things I'm doing so it's pretty nice.

Anyway, I've started revisiting the website I use to visit before my previous quarter began. It's a website for upcoming and amateur webcomic-ist.....lol anyway, it's for artist to post their own original webcomics. I really like this website because the artist are able to express  their own creativity and unique-ness.

I have a bunch saved to my favorite folder :P I often study from them as well. I'll look at them and see what works well and what doesn't in my opinion and then I'd try to avoid those things when working on my script and webcomic.

Well, I started watching a video by one of the comic artist. She posted it on one of her pages and wow does she seem to make an impression lol She'll say something such as "i'm dumb" or something and I would think "I didn't think so!"

Which finally brings me to today's topic, saying something that will give someone the complete opposite impression of what you want.

Most people may do this as a force of habit. I've learned to try to avoid this. For example, if you do a drawing or a painting and you start pointing out the flaws, most people wouldn't have even realized it exist or would've thought it was done purposely. I've learned to just chuckle if someone catches it and I'll say "It's an illusion" or "you're mind is playing trick on you, there's nothing there!" as a joke.

If you make a mistake, don't be to hard on yourself.

No one knows what you're thinking until after you say something. Be mindful of the impression you're going to send to others. I actually know that I'm quite modest, and compliments makes me feel embarrassed, but a the same time, they aren't bad. I've learned to take it as someone who's appreciating your work or something about you. To them it's something lovely even if you don't feel the same way. Why shoot down what they like? It's like saying "no, you're opinion/words are wrong" lol don't do that!

:) So learn with me. As an artist it should be good to get recognition for our hard work. It means we're sharing something special with someone. Say thank you and move on. :)

Mon

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Energy never dies

Hi!

Sooooo, how have I been doing? Very well, thanks for asking! lol

An article a friend of mines posted on fb got me thinking about energy again. The article was about how a guy captured a picture of a ghost/spirit in a photograph.

One thing I'd like to point out was that there are loads of images out there with ghost/spirits in them. The thing is this: we have a program called photoshop lol in which anything is possible to add into a picture. But think, in the past we didn't have this program, so yeah, just stating a fact lol

Anyways, it got me thinking about Chemistry. Chemistry is some kind of science right? Well, it would seem that everything comes from something, Chemistry is likely a part of science that is a narrowed down aspect of it. In the Chemistry class I took there was constantly information like this: a piece is piece within a piece within that piece, and into the tiniest aspect of that piece.

It was seriously like the movie Inception. In this way there's some very tiny product that creates a larger product. Energy is said to only be able to change form, but cannot to be destroyed. Okay. So, that being said science is said to be quite factual right? Most people say "show me proof" well, when it comes to chemistry, they have images and I'm not sure if this is prof enough or, for that matter, how they came about knowing that an atom looks the way we see it has being. Anyways, my point is this, if chemistry, a branch of science says that energy cannot be destroyed and that the human form is made up of energy, then why is it that people disregard spirits/ghost as nonsense? O__o Then does that mean a proven fact is nonsense? That only some parts of science is true and others are false?

I'll tell you something, we are quite dense lol no I mean literally. Our bodies are made up of pieces (I forget the word) so closely compacted together that it seems physical. Like a rock,  or water. Water's particles are spaced farther apart so it's not as dense as a tree or rock.

Also, while I'm here, I'd like to talk about Philosophizing! :) Philosophy dates back to the B.C era (is what I'll call it). Nothing wasn't much until people thought about it and elaborated on they're discovery. Let's take Aristotle. He was more of a "show-and-proof"kind of guy, but Plato was more for ideas. I didn't think either of them was wrong because both sides go hand-and-hand. On one side Plato had the vague ideas and Aristotle would take those ideas and say "Hm...how to prove this in physical terms?"

Now the issue arises when a certain element cannot be proven. Foooooorrrrr example, air. Air exist because we're breathing it, and we can see it in the cold, but we can't touch it. But take away the cold and we can't see it, but it still exist.

I asked my teacher (before this quarter ended), "how do we know we're (supposedly the normal people with perfect sight) not colorblind and the color-blinded aren't the one's seeing things correctly?" he just chuckled. I was completely serious even if I laughed! That's not the point lol

Here's what I did. I decided to tell two of my classmates their clothes was a different color (on a whim) and as my teacher approached I told him his shirt was white, even though it was blue. He seriously looked down to investigate lol Anyways, my point is that to a person who really did see his shirt as white would continue to argue that his shirt was indeed white and not blue. In their eyes it's the way it is.

Do you see where I'm going with this? We believe certain things that are said to be proven, yet in a vague way. One person posted an interesting statement:

"Dozen of people are skeptical of ghost and yet they believe in God, something that isn't proven by someone told them it exist." <---I just paraphrased

Why is it we would believe some things but not others? What causes such biased behavior? Is it that people who claim to have seen things but then someone proves that there's an explanation with physical evidence? What's interesting about this is that even the eyes can deceive us at time...or could it be  the mind? The mind and eyes go hand and hand right?

Somethings we cannot see due to certain circumstances (blockage or not wanting to see) or it's level of frequency (density), such as air. With air we need a certain condition  to see it, if not we won't be able to see it. But it exist. do you get it?

Energy is a pretty funny thing, I think. I don't know too much about it, but just because I don't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. But the thing is is that we see energy, it's just compacted. We think "it's physical!" rather than "it's something physical due to energy."

Read a few chemistry books, then book a metaphysics book about energy and I'm pretty sure you'll get the same idea in both.

I like to see both sides, but seriously they go hand-in-hand.

Well, that's all for now

Mon

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Tolerance

Hi!

So today my older sister and her boyfriend went to her friend's wedding. I know her friend, but I don't know her personally. Anyways, I know her enough to be happy for her and her family when something like this happens, so congrats to her family and her brother getting married!♥

Today I've been doing homework and I decided to take a break :) I ended up on fb and saw a post a friend had shared about Self-care, and one mentioned not to something along the lines of not accepting negativity or drama.

It made me think of my uncles. Recently I'm not very satisfied with their behavior and on a lot of occasions I  wouldn't even want to talk to them. I'd tell myself "blood related or not, a harmful/negative/bad action is what it is." I don't want to be around something like that. That being said, I tolerate them lol They're like bad kids sometimes.

I didn't have a distaste for both of my uncles until my mom told me something about the other. This morning I woke up a bit bitter and sour. Of course I just went about my day and worked on homework, waiting for it to wear off. It's bugging me this much but I didn't want to wallow on that feeling, and I feel a lot better.

I think I may be quite tolerable. I've never thought this of myself, but somehow knowing that it will eventually pass helps.

I know I shouldn't think of  this (I would say worry, but it's not the correct word) but I often believe that there's a way to not have to experience something painful. I mean, I've read that we experience what we put out there. And I think if people would be more aware of what they're doing, it wouldn't be so painful. Sometimes I wonder if we think karma is always bad. Karma is like a mirror, it reflects back what you place in front of it, however it's in physical terms.

I recently started reading this book about perception and the author spoke about how things are moving at a faster pace. So experiences, cause-and-effect etc., tend to happen quicker.

I don't like seeing people in pain, but I also know that it's been asked for. As humans, things like that are not pretty to us. But it's been chosen by the soul to experience. Staying in a hurtful relationship is a choice. Me choosing to stay with my mom is a choice. There's things that can be done, it's just some of us may not want to face this or we want to keep experiencing it. We are free to experience something new whenever we want. We pretend that there are outer obstacles, when more likely the obstacles are inner.

For example, recently I saw an article of a homeless student who graduated from high school. I didn't read the article, but it was enough for me to see that nothing is impossible! I know it may sound kind of cheesy, but if you don't believe you can do something, than chances are you won't be able to.

This is why I'm not fully against people who are religious. It gives them something to follow/believe in. Why would I hate that? It's like breaking a child's dream of being whatever they want to be in the future.

Without looking up the word (which I really want to do), I would say tolerance is having the ability to accept something without trying to change it. I've heard of this word, but I've never actually looked it up before. So I willingly tolerant, even though I don't have to. I can give to darns about anything, but I feel that would be dull and a waste of a life.

Well, that's my two cents. I'm gong relax for a while and get back to my homework.

Take care

Mon