It seem I haven't been around, but I have. The same for social media as well. As far as blogs go, I have typed plenty of blogs, but I drafted them. They didn't feel right.
I'm here because an interesting comment came about on youtube...from me...that sounds vain. Okay, I'll explain! Sometimes when I type I feel like very helpful and genuine information is being poured in. Of course I wonder if I'm picking this up from some helpful guidance (which would most likely be the case), but I don't want to claim I'm a medium or some sort....though this seems a bit silly because I like to think everyone has the same abilities, just some are born with it heighten....it's kind of like how some children are born with extraordinary talents at a young age.
Anyway, sometimes as I'm typing information comes through and I have to catch it to make sure I'm typing it correctly...or...actually, it's more so that I don't get so caught up in whether or not I'm "getting" what is being said, more so that I type it quickly to not get caught up in it and start putting my spin on it.
This usually happens when I'm typing about ways to help us improve ourselves. I think I don't quite pick up on different souls, but it's mainly just helpful information. I never get a sense of different personalities in my typing style, so I assume it the's the same being.
So, I typed this comment on a video going by the username Channeling Erick. Mainly there is a woman, I guess she was a skeptic and she worked with a medium to channel her son Erik after his passing. I don't know much else, but I do feel the medium is legit. It's just a feeling.
In one of the videos I'm watching she is channeling Jesus, her sons Erik is there (and Erik is quite funny to me to be honest) and some other soul named Crisp is there as well. I think they just wanted to sit in. Anyway, I'm not sure if I mentioned it here or not, but I get quite emotional when I think about the life of Jesus....or rather, the Bible's rendition of it.
I should explain that I get more emotion for the people who work so hard to help out, only to have that work kind of not acknowledged the way it was intended. Because some humans are a weird confused bunch of caterpillars!
Anyways, the comment goes:
"Erik is such a character! He makes me laugh lol "I said it in my head and Erik goes "Say it out loud!" xDD
What I like about souls is that they understand that despite the life/lives they lived, they are all pretty much the same (made of the same essence), just different personalities and quirks. For some reason this seems like such a tough concept for some people to understand. Erik, and many others, are free to joke around with Jesus and many others, just not be disrespectful (even being angry or upset with something would seem to be understandable to souls). I feel like we place so much fear and guilt on things when it really isn't the case at all. I once read a book (I forgot the author's name) where the author had a whole written dialogue (or rather an automatic writing session) with "God" or The Source (of all life) and even this being had a sense of humor! We, as humans, can become so uptight on things, and I think we need to have a better sense of humor. Of course, I myself become hard on myself as well, so it's a lesson that even I have to learn.Also I can understand quite a bit of what is being said. Anyone with eyes, or maybe I should says "eyes" can see that we, as humans, are quite lost. It's very obvious. Some of us get so caught up in life that we forget that it's a lesson for us to learn and improve ourselves and to enjoy ourselves as well. Yet, we take advantage of and destroy what we're given, kind of like a child destroying their toys and constantly expecting new ones. I feel sad for this, because not only was Jesus (a person who lived thousands of years ago) sent here to lend a hand, but so many others, who have lived and passed on, have helped create a better today, only to have it spit and stepped on. Although they completed their lesson, or a piece of it (as yes they may have dealt with what they needed in that life), the job is not only up to them to help resolve. We are all a part of it! So when people are constantly hoping someone will fly down and solve everything, I won't say it's not a thing that won't happen (as there are plenty of those kinds of people living), it seems some expect them to solve everything in their live and live their lives for them. They are teachers and they give guidance, love and support. We have to work as well. To me, I always feel that Jesus is a loving and understanding individual. I'm no medium (or rather if I am, it may be second nature to me and I have no idea how to use it properly), but I have to say that I do believe what she's saying. Most people are probably looking to hear what they expect to be the truth, even though the reality of life shows us the proof of our ignorance and weaknesses. I don't think we're entirely a lost cause, I could never believe this because change is always possible. Skepticism is fine, but not everyone is a liar and people do experience things. Is it their job to prove that to you, I don't think so. I don't think they're obligated to, but some people want to help enlighten others and help. Take what people say into consideration, but you don't have to force yourself to believe it. Hold that information and see how it fit with you. If it doesn't sit well, then just drop it, if you feel there's some truth to it, sit with that idea for a while and see where it takes you. You don't have to always be the same person every single day. Feel free to change your mind on things that you feel will help you have a better outlook on life. How will something like that possibly hurt you?"
I'm not sure if it's possible, but can you tell what is me and what might not be? Sometimes the information comes across a bit different right? Maybe I'm paranoid but I'm trying to teach myself to trust myself...as I guess I don't do that enough. But it's more so that I don't want to make more of something that is not such a big deal.
Overall, I personally kind of like some pieces of the comment :) I should say that sometimes when I do write things come across and I'd think "why am I giving this advice, I don't even follow it completely!" I'm not perfect human, but I don't think life is about becoming a perfect super human, more than it is about having a better understanding of yourself and those around you. And understanding that at the very core, that no one can take that from you, and the same in vice versa.
I just wanted to share this. I'll write a blog about my confliction with mediumship. It's a bit confusing to me, but I also understand a bit why I refuse to want to accept such a title.
Mon
