Good morning!
There's only 13 minutes until noon as I'm typing this. So first, I'm super happy, and a little excited. I decided to sit down with the pendulum I got from Earth Bound at 11:30 and test it out. Needless to say that it immediately started to move.
Okay, let me go back. So on the back of the sheet that comes with the pendulum (there's also a little velvet bag to place the pendulum in) it gives two different instructions. One if the line test. You would simple draw a line on a sheet of paper and would place the pendulum in the center of the line and make it move using your mind. It sounds a bit silly, but it started working immediately for me. I was surprised because I was expecting for it to take a few days or even weeks to get!
So when it started moving, I stopped, shook my hands to make sure I wasn't moving it by accident. I then steadied the pendulum with my other hand and placed my elbow on the table. The pendulum started moving again! First it started off slowly, then it built up. I was like "noooo!" So I flipped the paper over and drew the line on the turned horizontally. It started swinging again!
Then I said "Okay then, let's see how I do with this one." Which was the next phase. It was to draw a circle on a sheet of paper, and the first part is to make it rotate clockwise, and then make it rotate counterclockwise.
I placed the pendulum in the center of the circle and sat still (it should also be noted that I have no windows opened, or a fan on. The only thing that is on is the AC in the living room. I'm in my bedroom). At first it wasn't moving, but I told myself clockwise. And it slowly started rotating in the center until it grew out and started to follow the circle on the paper going clockwise. My mind was blown at this point lol
I decided to test myself a bit more (or there could be spirits around me who made this work, I'm not sure. But either way, they were probably working through me to make the pendulum move. I'll have to do a bit of research) and I decided to attempt to stop the pendulum from swinging clockwise and stop directly in the center. It started to wind down (it took a bit longer to slow down), but eventually it stopped, so when it stopped I wanted to make it go counterclockwise.
I guess it was a bit confused because it started to slowly go clockwise, before it started to move counterclockwise in a circle. I let it do that for a while and made it stopped. How I knew when it was me moving we when I notice my wrist was getting tired and my hand started shaking, so the pendulum rocked at the resting point lol So I stopped 13 minutes in because my wrist are kind of weak (they seem rather skinny I think).
Anyway, I'm not sure if it was my mind or what that did the work, but whatever it was wasted no time rotating the thing lol I started smiling a bit. To be honest, I would think that in order for people to understand this, and believe that the pendulum does move, they'd have to test it out for themselves. Because a lot of people are skeptical. Which is fine because it means they won't just accept what they see.
Had I seen someone on youtube do this, I'd be a bit skeptical. But it worked for me. What it means, I have no idea. It may help to not be overworked or stressed. Before I started I was watching a movie. I also decided to not attempt them while I was taking classes because I was becoming a bit overwhelmed.
Well, the last phase of using this is to ask it yes or no questions. This is the true test. Because I have no idea what questions to ask :) Feel free to ask a yes or no question in the comments, and I'll test them out. I think for now, asking me yes or no questions about things you know the answer to is good practice. That way, when I comment back with the answer, you can let me know if I got it right or not. I'd like to know if it was just pure luck or if this really works.
So a question like "do I have children?" or "Did I eat _____ this morning?" I guess are good questions. I'm not sure lol That's why I'm no good with these kinds of things and why I haven't continued my study on the readings of tarot cards.
Even if the answer comes up incorrect, I'd still like more questions to be asked for practice purposes.
So feel free to leave one below!
Mon
Monday, June 27, 2016
Saturday, June 18, 2016
Metaphysics
I didn't realize how exhausted I am! Thankfully my classes are over. It was quite a journey but now it time for me to restore myself and recharge.
Through the past 3 months I'd find myself realizing that I have been neglecting my reading on spiritual stuff. It was one of my favorite interest until a few months ago! Recently I've been focusing on school and projects. But I'll notice that I'm too stuck in the world and sometimes I'll just stop and take in nature or watch some birds to help me to not feel like life is moving at such a fast pace. It actually helps!! <3
On another note, I've started doing a bit more reading :) and during my trip back to Chicago from Mississippi, I bought a pendulum crystal. It's the one that's suppose to connect you to your subconscious. Which sounds like fun! I honestly don't feel that meditation is my style (the one where you sit in silence) even though I do prefer silence when I'm thinking or working. Since returning, the crystal has been stored away it the little baggy for it.
I knew I've been a bit stressed out and really tired, so attempting anything probably wouldn't have worked (or I wouldn't have gotten much done). So I'm a bit happy to began writing more on this topic.
Oh! By the way, yesterday (which was my last day) it made me aware that no one has the same story. It always amazes me! My teacher was talking to me and a few other students about his life growing up. Although I felt myself dosing off multiple times while listening (I only had about and hour to two hours worth of sleep yesterday, hint the sleepiness)it was really interesting because looking at him I never would have imagined he experienced so much before becoming a teacher.
It's honestly my fault for feeling this way. I sometimes place people in high regards. It's mainly because I see them as they are at the present moment, not who they might be/were. Because my teacher is very organized, and despite him begin strict, I felt that he was passionate about teaching what he did. Which I also felt the first time I took this class (this is only my second time taking this class and he's the only one who teaches it).
Anyway, he was very opened and it helped me to understand why he's so strict in his lessons. Overall, he's certainly not a bad person even though a lot of students dislike him. But I think they just don't understand why he came to be the way he is. I respect him a bit more.
Perhaps to me, it's about the same way I feel about my mom. She often tells me stories about her childhood. The only problem is that she's kind of cold, and this is because of her childhood. This issue with that is that I don't think she has tried to do much to improve and move beyond it, as compared to my teacher who has worked hard to get to where he is. What's interesting is that I've never heard him complain about anything (only about how other teachers teach...or rather their lack of teachings lol). I guess I shouldn't compare the two. I'm sure my mom is doing her best. Sometimes even I can see it.
Then again, is it even worth seeing the good in others. Although it lets me see a shed of hope in them, does it really do anything for them? Sometimes I wonder if me seeing the good in them is only a way for me to make an excuse for manipulative and damaging behavior. In the end, even if I do see the good in them, it's their actions and their lives that they must live with, not my thoughts of them. My thoughts don't make them good or bad, but it does help me see.
Oh! Back to the crystal! I guess I'll write a few things about that :) And perhaps some other things. Right now, I'm very sleepy, so I'm gonna head off.
Mon
Through the past 3 months I'd find myself realizing that I have been neglecting my reading on spiritual stuff. It was one of my favorite interest until a few months ago! Recently I've been focusing on school and projects. But I'll notice that I'm too stuck in the world and sometimes I'll just stop and take in nature or watch some birds to help me to not feel like life is moving at such a fast pace. It actually helps!! <3
On another note, I've started doing a bit more reading :) and during my trip back to Chicago from Mississippi, I bought a pendulum crystal. It's the one that's suppose to connect you to your subconscious. Which sounds like fun! I honestly don't feel that meditation is my style (the one where you sit in silence) even though I do prefer silence when I'm thinking or working. Since returning, the crystal has been stored away it the little baggy for it.
I knew I've been a bit stressed out and really tired, so attempting anything probably wouldn't have worked (or I wouldn't have gotten much done). So I'm a bit happy to began writing more on this topic.
Oh! By the way, yesterday (which was my last day) it made me aware that no one has the same story. It always amazes me! My teacher was talking to me and a few other students about his life growing up. Although I felt myself dosing off multiple times while listening (I only had about and hour to two hours worth of sleep yesterday, hint the sleepiness)it was really interesting because looking at him I never would have imagined he experienced so much before becoming a teacher.
It's honestly my fault for feeling this way. I sometimes place people in high regards. It's mainly because I see them as they are at the present moment, not who they might be/were. Because my teacher is very organized, and despite him begin strict, I felt that he was passionate about teaching what he did. Which I also felt the first time I took this class (this is only my second time taking this class and he's the only one who teaches it).
Anyway, he was very opened and it helped me to understand why he's so strict in his lessons. Overall, he's certainly not a bad person even though a lot of students dislike him. But I think they just don't understand why he came to be the way he is. I respect him a bit more.
Perhaps to me, it's about the same way I feel about my mom. She often tells me stories about her childhood. The only problem is that she's kind of cold, and this is because of her childhood. This issue with that is that I don't think she has tried to do much to improve and move beyond it, as compared to my teacher who has worked hard to get to where he is. What's interesting is that I've never heard him complain about anything (only about how other teachers teach...or rather their lack of teachings lol). I guess I shouldn't compare the two. I'm sure my mom is doing her best. Sometimes even I can see it.
Then again, is it even worth seeing the good in others. Although it lets me see a shed of hope in them, does it really do anything for them? Sometimes I wonder if me seeing the good in them is only a way for me to make an excuse for manipulative and damaging behavior. In the end, even if I do see the good in them, it's their actions and their lives that they must live with, not my thoughts of them. My thoughts don't make them good or bad, but it does help me see.
Oh! Back to the crystal! I guess I'll write a few things about that :) And perhaps some other things. Right now, I'm very sleepy, so I'm gonna head off.
Mon
Monday, June 13, 2016
Final week
Hi!
So first
This is what I've been working on for a Team Project class. Not just this, but rigging as well.
I thought I'd start off with something interesting lol Now then! This is my final week of class. Yay! I'm seriously feeling the procrastination set in. I know it's the final week and I honestly don't want to complete my homework. I have no idea why this happens. Maybe I'm just a halfway person.
For the summer I'm gonna bug Aldi's until they hire me lol I will work for the summer. I won't say I hope, I'm gonna say I will work over the summer. The reason I chose Aldi's is because it's the closest place near my apartment. Well, it's about 4 or 5 blocks away. There's other shops, but Aldi's offer health benefits. Perhaps I can search for a place where I can put my art skills to use.
I'll also be working on my webcomic. Which I'm super excited for! I love being able to share my stories with people. :) It's been a hobby of mines since I was in middle school. Actually, that was the time I started writing stories and comics. I would pass my notebook around the classroom and my friends would read it. I actually have a few short comics, that make absolutely no sense that I created during middle school.
As my work improved. Probably not. It's because I haven't tried to improve. I should certainly dedicate some time to this.
I'll also work on improving my texturing skills! This is a big one for me. I think I've gotten a bit better with modeling. :) So I'm happy. But texturing is something I'd like to improve. I also have two 2D animations I'll work on. Not to completion, but as much as I can, when I can.
Overall, I'll be improving on things. If I can't get quite get all of these things done, I'd definitely like to get another chapter of my webcomic complete. I can't wait to get back to my readers! :3
Mon
So first
This is what I've been working on for a Team Project class. Not just this, but rigging as well.
I thought I'd start off with something interesting lol Now then! This is my final week of class. Yay! I'm seriously feeling the procrastination set in. I know it's the final week and I honestly don't want to complete my homework. I have no idea why this happens. Maybe I'm just a halfway person.
For the summer I'm gonna bug Aldi's until they hire me lol I will work for the summer. I won't say I hope, I'm gonna say I will work over the summer. The reason I chose Aldi's is because it's the closest place near my apartment. Well, it's about 4 or 5 blocks away. There's other shops, but Aldi's offer health benefits. Perhaps I can search for a place where I can put my art skills to use.
I'll also be working on my webcomic. Which I'm super excited for! I love being able to share my stories with people. :) It's been a hobby of mines since I was in middle school. Actually, that was the time I started writing stories and comics. I would pass my notebook around the classroom and my friends would read it. I actually have a few short comics, that make absolutely no sense that I created during middle school.
As my work improved. Probably not. It's because I haven't tried to improve. I should certainly dedicate some time to this.
I'll also work on improving my texturing skills! This is a big one for me. I think I've gotten a bit better with modeling. :) So I'm happy. But texturing is something I'd like to improve. I also have two 2D animations I'll work on. Not to completion, but as much as I can, when I can.
Overall, I'll be improving on things. If I can't get quite get all of these things done, I'd definitely like to get another chapter of my webcomic complete. I can't wait to get back to my readers! :3
Mon
Friday, June 10, 2016
Interesting Morning
This morning was an interesting morning. I woke up pretty groggy and set my alarm to wake me up 10 minutes after it went off, only to be awaken by the sound of my cat trying to hack something up. When I tried to grab her she ran under my bed. So I popped up out of bed and tried to grab her leg, but she ran further under my bed and threw up on my carpet -__- lol I couldn't grab her. I said "So you're just gonna throw up under my bed?" then she threw up again. A second time!!
So I just woke up and got in the shower lol What an interesting morning. Cats and dogs can be so annoying sometimes. Whenever they want to hack something up and you try to grab them, they run away. Regardless, now I'll have to shampoo the carpet because of her.
Mon
So I just woke up and got in the shower lol What an interesting morning. Cats and dogs can be so annoying sometimes. Whenever they want to hack something up and you try to grab them, they run away. Regardless, now I'll have to shampoo the carpet because of her.
Mon
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